Frank Kutnicki, z”l: Honoring A Loved One Through A Life Well-Lived. Commentary By Adina Kutnicki

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Oftentimes when referring to the untimely death of another’s loved one, well-meaning people segue into the term “closure.” This tends to be the case whether the loss involves a child, spouse, parent, or sibling. Inevitably, “isn’t it time to move on”, its corollary implication, follows. 

The fact remains that while one doesn’t “get over it”, one can move through it. Its sting doesn’t “get better”, yet, in due course, it does feel different. 

Yes, it is true that the passage of time heals many deep wounds, the fact remains that said central losses aren’t subject to “closure”, per se. Rather, they are designated to a special place within the very inner recesses close to ones heart. Private. Cherished. Inherently, this is not a distinction without a difference.

Along this time continuum, as it relates to the unbearable loss of a loved one, the passing of my beloved husband, Frank Kutnicki, z”l – of blessed memory – resonates most. Significantly, a life well-lived leaves many unique markings, the scope (and loss) of which can also be felt beyond personal and familial confines. 

Alas, this is why concentrating on his life well-lived, as opposed to his very sudden and untimely death, frankly (no pun intended), has been a blessing. Even so, it is doubtful that I would have reached this critical passage of understanding without following the example of our beloved sons. Besides, where is it written that parents can’t learn from their children?

Intrinsically, a pivotal turning point came at two significant junctures, although unrecognized as such at the time. More tellingly, akin to his father, our youngest son comports himself in an understated, reserved and humble manner. Still waters run deep. And this precious quality has been instrumental towards a more hopeful outlook, to a place where my beloveds life well-lived became the central focus.

In a quiet and unassuming manner, in a quest to trace his father’s (paternal) familial roots, he undertook an actual journey from Israel to Poland. Intended as a tribute from a son to his father, unbeknownst, it became so much more.  And for extended family, friends and others, its basis is housed under the web platform of his alma mater, if interested.

Kutnicki Family Research

The story of the Kutnicki family of Otwock, Poland

Frontispiece of Otwock-Karczew Yizkor book


First, to my father Frank Kutnicki, z”l, who, along with hundreds of thousands of other children of Holocaust victims, grew up in torment knowing (and not knowing) what atrocities had been committed to their parents. As for the work involved, this project was possible thanks to the saintly patience and support of my wife Kayla, the encouragement of my uncle Larry Kutnicki, and the expertise of Jewish genealogy experts Yale Reisner and Anna Przybyszewska Drozd of the Zydowski Instytut Historyczny (Jewish Historical Institute) in Warsaw, Sebastian Rakowski of the Museum of Otwock, the kind librarians of the National Museum, Jerusalem, Israel and Daniela Malec, Polish translator and recent immigrant to Tel Aviv.

Lo and behold – about a year and a half onward – I was shocked to discover another project was quietly in the making; this time, a labor of love by both our sons. They compiled, “Celebrating the Life of Frank Kutnicki“, a pictorial and testimonial book of his life. Naturally, it’s his personal story and journey. It is compartmentalized into awesome encapsulations of a life well-lived. A more than well-deserved tribute to a beloved husband, father, brother, friend and highly regarded and respected professional.

It begins….

 In the beginning….Family Roots….Growing Up in Washington Heights….Boyhood Summers….High School Years….College Years….A Young Man….Love and Marriage….Newlyweds….Fatherhood….Building a Business….A Family Man….The Value of Money….A Loving and Beloved Husband….A Dearest Dad….A Playful Jokester….Celebrating Family Milestones….A Loyal Friend….Raising His Boys…A Proud Papa….Anniversary….Belated Honeymoon….Accomplishing Life Goals….Trip to Israel….Hiking….Brothers….Oy Vey!…A Proud Papa Again….An American Zionist….Enjoying the Empty Nest….In Memory….Missing Frank….A Friend Who Stood Tall….Azkara (Memorial)….Family Legacy….Dearly Missed….

Yes, in the beginning….the aforementioned inner recesses….akin to so many Jewish ceremonial markings….…. ….

My dearest Frank, may you always rest in peace on Har HaMenuchot (Mount of Rest) in Jerusalem, Israel. And just as you treasured your Jewish homeland during your lifetime, so too you were returned to the Holy Land for eternity.
 אירוע: אזכרה לפרנק קוטניקי, ז”ל
מתי: יום ו’, 19.2
לכבוד חברים ובני משפחה
השנה אנחנו מציינים פטירתו של בעלנו, אבינו, אחנו, וחברנו, פרנק קוטניקי, ז”ל, ואנחנו מתכוונים לציין אותו בטקס אזכרה בקבר בבתי קברות הר המנוחות בירושלים.
לכל אלו שיכולים להשתתף, נא לענות למייל הזה, כולל מספר האנשים שמגיעים. פרטים נוספים מופיעים למטה. תודה.
Forever in our hearts.
Angelic Realms's photo.
(In Cambridge, Massachusetts, celebrating our son’s graduation from MIT. Indeed, a “very proud papa!”)

4 thoughts on “Frank Kutnicki, z”l: Honoring A Loved One Through A Life Well-Lived. Commentary By Adina Kutnicki

  1. all the love and all the prayers that anyone can muster for another human being i bequeath to you and your family adina. 35 years ago i lost a brother and every birthday that i celebrate is also the anniversary of his death. once again love , thoughts and prayers and never stop sounding the alarm that this world needs to understand evil and all of its forms .

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